Thursday, 1 January 2015

Retrospection, 2014!

I was thinking what to write, what's there to write rather...But, the Journey so far has been so eventful... That this place is not enough to fill at all...Why a single day brings so many events...What kind of Hero, I am! (Monomyth: Everyone is a Hero in his or her Life! )
When I look back...a stubborn one, who won't give up easily on her dreams!Shouldn't I be working? But, work will wait... Becoz at the moment i just wanted to write...Was about to give up, when I realized that I am good at applying Methods: Autofiction and Monomyth... clear about that...That's where I find my pleasure, and no one can take that bliss away from me... My mother says Knowledge is the only rich that no one can take away from you....She is always right!It was discovering myself, in one of my School friend, my alter ego, who zoomed into my Life and struck the cord, which had become silent: Amu! Helped me discover my strength, as finally words flowed...And, I was on...felt happy again... Felt happy in expressing the WORDS, which had been elusive till now! She filled the gap of a girl friend I ever wanted to have... Touch Wood!Had my Smart phone with my own money....Yipeee! hehhehehe... The only thing which had spoiled me drastically this year... But, had also been a means of great help! Talked to someone, whose words transformed me into some other world... Brought me close to Nature, to Birds, WORDS too... Made me realize how happy they make me...But, then it was just a Chimera! So, freeing and letting it Go...Don't know if THE Chimera will stay in the resident of my heart though....hahhahaha... Happy as a free bird. and want the same for all...Maybe, they are the ways of Life to teach us Lessons, which were suppose to be learned!
My Guide, Nandita  Madam and Urmi Madam have showed me the way, without which I would have been lost!  Got selected for a paper presentation at IIT, Guwahati and made a trip alone to Guwahati,...Met two lovely research scholars, talented too... Himani and Rituporna: Full of Life and Fun! Gave my presentation and relaxed! Not that difficult at all...Met Tulia at Guwahati, a research scholar at IIT... our Landlord's grand daughter, a high-spirited, lovely and independent lady now... We meet always like that...Suddenly... out of no where, in different walks of Life, feel there is some deep connection between me and her...Have always felt that! Met many friends here who stood by me, and understood me: Amu, Ann, Shraddha, Sarfaraz, Rajlaxmi and then Georgiee, Anu, Shikri, who were always there... Amlan Mohapatra, the Pole Star of my Life, who has been there throughout, and has always been there when I needed him... especially when I was lost technologically, have learnt a lot from him! (Please forgive if I left someone out...) Was Happy to see others Happy, and if I could be one of the reasons, it has made me double Happy! My students have made me realize, what I mean to them! And, they make me realize that there is so much work to do...Work, is revolving...want to write...keep on writing, as if there is no tomorrow... It makes me forget the whole world around me! Nothing heals like the Word itself! I was Happy for some good news that came my way, which had made me Happy! And, waiting for other-yet-to-arrive good news too... hehehhehehe...Met some GEM of a person, making me realize that Good people do exist! Felt they are The Guardians Of Life and Nature! Journey so far has not been easy, and I know there are other storms to face too! But, Life! Please listen... I am ready, and I am not quitting yet! Hope this new year materializes everyone's dream, including mine... and keeps everyone Happy! Crossing my fingers for the dreams to come true, including my Near and Dear ones too! Happy New Year, 2015!

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